Tuesday, June 20, 2017

Day 16: Drowning

Day 16!!! I'm feeling absolutely fantastic . I almost like too happy right now! In a little over two weeks I feel like I have taken control of my life. I have put this off for so long , and now I'm finally making an improved me a reality. Today's food: blue berries, strawberries , cantaloupe , bananas, spinach , tomatoes, peppers, chicken , and water.

So I'm sure you all are wondering why title of the day is drowning. Last week I told my parents that I was feeling much more clear headed, focused, alert , witty, loving . I just felt like a way different person. I never realized that what I was eating and my attitude were literally weighing me down. I was overweight since I was in 2nd grade. Got picked on until middle school where I flipped the script on the little funny guys who thought they were slick! Got into a lot of stupid fights hahaha. High school was a little bit of both. By college I just accepted I was just a bigger guy. It was much more acceptable in college mostly because people are just a little less cruel when they mature but it still. I felt I was normal, that was just me , normal chris. By the time I realized what I really wanted I felt that it was too late . I felt that I had sank too low and I would never be a happy healthy person. Then I grew up. I realized that I needed to swim. Why would I let myself drown. Why would I live a less fulfilling life? Because it was easier? Nawwwww. So all of that has led me here. It's day 16 and barring winning the lottery and few other exceptions I don't think I could be happier right now. I thank all of you for cheering me on, for being supportive , and doing everything else that you guys do to help me along my journey.

I'll leave you with this :

Consider this your CPR. I spent far too many years being someone I wasn't happy with, thinking that I could do way better but never acting , far too many years blaming others for my decisions. Don't waste another damn second. Act! If you think something will change your life for the better, then do it! Inspire others! Be the amazing individuals I know you all are! Time is the only currency we spend but can never get back... Spend your time being great...


Love you all

Chris, Heir of Slytherin

"Follow me follow me I'm the leader and when I park cars I don't pay for the meter" Chiddy Bang (Opposite of Adults)

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